Feeling apprehensive

Nearly a year ago I found out I have bone erosions in my hands associated with rheumatoid arthritis. I’m having another ultrasound scan in 4 days’ time to evaluate the current state of the disease. (Although I’m not a fan of the word disease, it conveys the seriousness of RA and its chronic, systemic nature). The thought of further bone damage terrifies me. On the other hand, it could be good news. Since June 2013, I’ve tried five different drugs to treat RA (and osteoporosis). Currently, I am on Enbrel injections (twice-weekly), Actonel (once weekly) and Vitamin D (once a day).

What I’m hoping for is confirmation that my bone erosions have stabilised (i.e. not progressed). I know that once bone damage has been sustained, it can’t be repaired, but you can prevent further damage happening if the drugs work. If it turns out I have more bone erosions in my hands than last year it will be distressing. I’m trying to stay positive until I know the results. Once I’m informed, my rheumatologist and I can jointly decide on an action plan to do something about it.

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